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Shweta Rustagi
Jul 07, 2021
In #thepurplesafehaven
Hello ARMY ☺, I am 20 years old and I am from India 🇮🇳... My story is not great but I have been bearing a dark secret in my heart for a very long time now😔.... N it hurts so much.... A few years back I had went to stay at my cousin sister's house. And when she was away her husband tried to molest me... But I somehow manged to stall and got away safely...but... he groped me and I can't forget the way he touched me no matter how much I try🥺🥺.... I have never told this to anyone but this is eating me inside.... My journey as an ARMY began after that... When I used to stay too silent and afraid also maybe my depression also began after this incident itself.... I would not call myself an ARMY at that time because I just loved the music I didn't see any concert or video or content and didn't know their names 😅... So for 2 years I kept it all together didn't let a single expression slip grom my face.... But after that my father passed away in 2018 and things just got worse.... The internal fued became unbearable n I tried to end my lyfe but stopped... Thereafter I more or so became addicted to BTS.... 💜💜 their smiles 😊 there words gave me hope and in 2020 I came out of depression... It was a painful journey.... I can proudly say that I have battled and won against depression 🥰... Also I no longer try to cut myslef or harm myself but there are still certain weak moments when those incidents rush back to me and make me heartbroken... 😣 I have till now not let my mother know any of this... She doesn't know I had depression she doesn't know my attempted suicide or any of the other things and I hope to keep it that way 🥺... But I hope and I know ARMY is always here for me.... We are here for each other no matter what happens... And you guys might not know me but this fandom has done a lot for me and I am forever grateful for it.... Borahe ARMY 💜💜💜 Again this is Shweta and this my story.... 😘😘
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Shweta Rustagi
Jul 07, 2021
In #thepurplesafehaven
Hello ARMY ☺, I am 20 years old and I am from India 🇮🇳... My story is not great but I have been bearing a dark secret in my heart for a very long time now😔.... N it hurts so much.... A few years back I had went to stay at my cousin sister's house. And when she was away her husband tried to molest me... But I somehow manged to stall and got away safely...but... he groped me and I can't forget the way he touched me no matter how much I try🥺🥺.... I have never told this to anyone but this is eating me inside.... My journey as an ARMY began after that... When I used to stay too silent and afraid also maybe my depression also began after this incident itself.... I would not call myself an ARMY at that time because I just loved the music I didn't see any concert or video or content and didn't know their names 😅... So for 2 years I kept it all together didn't let a single expression slip grom my face.... But after that my father passed away in 2018 and things just got worse.... The internal fued became unbearable n I tried to end my lyfe but stopped... Thereafter I more or so became addicted to BTS.... 💜💜 their smiles 😊 there words gave me hope and in 2020 I came out of depression... It was a painful journey.... I can proudly say that I have battled and won against depression 🥰... Also I no longer try to cut myslef or harm myself but there are still certain weak moments when those incidents rush back to me and make me heartbroken... 😣 I have till now not let my mother know any of this... She doesn't know I had depression she doesn't know my attempted suicide or any of the other things and I hope to keep it that way 🥺... But I hope and I know ARMY is always here for me.... We are here for each other no matter what happens... And you guys might not know me but this fandom has done a lot for me and I am forever grateful for it.... Borahe ARMY 💜💜💜 Again this is Shweta and this my story.... 😘😘
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