After completing my masters I got caught up in my family problems. I was searching for a job to get away from those but I didn't. I always had hated myself for being dependent on my family financially and emotionally. I didn't get job but I tried tutoring students to be independent financially. When I was getting good in that I got married and left my city. The struggle for job started again. It was like I was again at the same year where I was searching for job all over again. I hated myself more cause I got dependent on my husband again My anxiety rose. I was crying for no reasons, I was sensitive This is where bts had helped me. There story inspired me, calmed me down. Although I knew bts and kpop for like 8 years but I fell in love with them all over again