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Shivani
Sep 04, 2021
In #thepurplesafehaven
I became Army in 2015 when I was at my worst. I was being harassed (bad touch that made me mentaly insecure), I truly lost myself and and didn't knew how to do best but i was trying. I felt lost, mentally disturbed and all those things were suffocated me, sometimes i thought of suicide and sometimes i made incisors on my wrists, i just hated my self and wanted to give up. In 2015, i don't actually remember the date but it was December. I went to my best friend's place we were sitting on the couch and watch TV and she turned on Vh1 channel. Then the song "Butterfly" came up on that channel and that song and boys stole my heart and made me cry and well...my friend already knew about them but from that exact day we start to stan BTS. We Googled everything about them and became army and since then I never popped out from purple world. And then the days goes by and they releases many albums i was so excited for their new works, so indulged that what are they gonna do next. Then they released LY and FY album. Through those songs i got to know myself more and love myself more. I'm so happy that i got to know BTS and to be the part of this beautiful fandom. I found so many things that made me happy when i hated myself and i just feel so bad about whatever i did to myself and now I'll never gonna be like that cause BTS is here with me and i love myself. They made me fall for myself and they are the best people ever i have got to see. I never really got a chance to meet them and i don't know if i ever will but they'll be in my heart forever and ever💜❤ They showed me...i have reasons, i should love myself♡
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